These kinds of things make me so happy.
“The fact that I often fall asleep during meditation, or while making my thanksgiving, should appall me. Well, I am not appalled; I bear in mind that little children are just as pleasing to their parents asleep as awake; that doctors put patients to sleep while they perform operations, and that after all, ‘the Lord knows our frame. He remembers that we are dust.’”
– St. Therese of LisieuxContext girl
Tag: prayer
“Prayer can truly change your life. For it turns your attention away from yourself and directs your mind and your heart toward the Lord. If we look only at ourselves, with our own limitations and sins, we quickly give way to sadness and discouragement. But if we keep our eyes fixed on the Lord, then our hearts are filled with hope, our minds are washed in the light of truth, and we come to know the fullness of the Gospel with all its promise and life.”
— Saint John Paul II
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Made to change the world…
”My boys have been at a new school for the past 10 days. Due to the sudden and sad closure of our small Christian school, they are now at our local public elementary school.
I spent the summer trying not to worry about my tender hearted fifth grade boy being the new kid in a big school. My puny, faithless prayers went something like this: “Please God, don’t let him get bullied!”
When I dropped my oldest son off on the first day of school, he was standing alone while all the other students were in groups of friends. That afternoon at school pick-up I asked, “How’d it go?”
When he answered, “not good” all my fears bum rushed me.
“Really? What happened.” He went on to detail how one boy was getting bullied in class. He went over and sat right next to him so that he wasn’t sitting alone. Then he told me about a boy who tried to deceive one of the Muslim girls thinking that she wouldn’t know the difference. My son told the girl not to believe this boy because he was trying to trick her. He talked about how some of the students were saying mean things about their teacher when they didn’t even know her yet.
Why did my son have a bad day? It wasn’t because he didn’t have any friends. It was because of the injustice around him.
I thought about this for an hour and then walked over and confessed that my prayers for him had been too small. I had fallen into the parent trap of wanting my kid to be ‘safe and happy’ when that’s not what he’s made for. Like all kids, especially Christian kids, he’s not made to be safe.
He’s made to change the world.
We discussed the CS Lewis quote, “you don’t know how crooked a stick is until you lay a straight stick next to it.” Maybe this boy of mine is the straight stick. Maybe he’s in that class because those kids need to see a real-life fifth-grade version of justice and kindness. When I started talking about how he’s had five years of right-side-up teaching and relationships and expectations at his Christian school he cut me off and said, “Maybe God has been preparing me for this.”
In the last 10 days, he has comforted sad classmates, helped kids who were being cheated during games at recess, and apologized to his substitute teacher for the (truly horrible) behavior of his peers.
I do still pray that he makes friends. Lifelong friends. But what’s even more important is God doing something through this 11 year old that He can’t do through anyone else.
Lesson for me: No more praying out of fear. I hope I don’t have to learn it again.”
– Katy Faust